Heaven of Hell

Behind the scene #4

2012-02-14T14:05:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Dara pingitan AD1172A

Ps. : Studio lighting, yes u guess it right.

K

AAD1172A

2012-02-13T15:57:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : Mereka kata group kami poyo, kisah ?

K

Coretan bergambar #1

2012-02-08T20:55:00.003+08:00

Dear blog,

Free ceramah agama made us like this -oo-

With my beloved lorat tama

Kata miera ala ala mohabattien

Ps. : Coretan bergambar adalah posts of what happened on that day. Hey its my blog anyway, screw you.

Another.

2012-02-07T18:43:00.001+08:00

Dear Blog,

"Haram jika jadikan wanita sebagai kekasih jika tidak mempunyai niat untuk nikahinya" - Ustaz Azhar Idrus

Ps. : do take note guys.

K

From Japan,

2012-02-03T22:05:00.004+08:00

Dear blog,

What you see above is what baba bought me on his trip to japan. Weeeeeeeee ! Okay baba akhir nya beli tamron, tau pun nikkor mahal. HAHA. And this is me posting from PONDOK ABADI RINDU using UNIFI woot !

Ps. : ok, boleh lempang muka sendiri sekarang kaa.

K

Point made.

2012-02-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

So this entry im gonna write what Hakim asked me ;-

H : Let me ask you something, what is the difference between suka, sayang dan cinta ?
K : Well, suka doesn't last long, sayang is biasa like towards your family, friends etc cinta is well idk how to explain it to you.
H : Love will come when all those feelings put together kaka.
K : There you go, quite an answer tho.

So yeah, what do ya think the differences is eh ?

Ps. : go figure !

K

Mentors.

2012-01-30T22:58:00.006+08:00

Dear blog,

And i only knew Abg Syef, Bazuki, Bustamam. Ok ~~terhina~~ nya bila Muk tunjuk mereka mereka ni, cetek pengetahuan aku *sigh

Ps. : Gotta do my homework next time.

K

Next phenomenon ?

2012-01-30T19:58:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Can't wait for this to hit the big screen, finished reading the books and kudos to Suzanne Collins ! Surely im gonna watch this with along and alang, okay ismalia... kang jap lagi adik baca emosi pulak -oo-

Fyi : i fell in love with Peeta Mellark, gaahh ~

K

Behind the scene #3

2012-01-25T01:03:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : yep, it was kas's 19's birthday and we did surprise her eventho we moved from plan a to plan c. Fun yet again.

K

It is only life.

2012-01-19T03:53:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : Mm-hmm.

K

Dear karma,

2012-01-09T19:54:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

It's not about how you are not loyal to your partner, it's about how you are not loyal with yourself; how your heart and thoughts can change in mere seconds. It is not me that you are betraying, it is yourself. You cant even count on yourself; what a joke you are. - Siham

Ps. : What come around goes around, really.

K

Photostitch : Behind the scene #2

2012-01-09T04:32:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : Fun yet again
Pss. : yes, i visited siham !

K

Hectic

2012-01-08T22:43:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : Yes imma busy woman, lol

K

Greetings 2012,

2012-01-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

So 2011 had not been that nice to me, so 2012 i hope you be better.. please.

Ps. : Happy New Year :)
Fyi. : Esok balik SI, pfft !

K

End of chapter.

2011-12-28T20:00:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Yes, i am now. I am no longer in relationship with Apek. No it didnt end badly. We had a very good clean breakup. I hope that anyone read this will not ask about the deets unless me myself open up to you guys, thank you.

Ps. : no it didnt waste my time, it was worth it.

K

Maybe se7en's right.

2011-12-28T01:54:00.003+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : both side samakan .

K

On their 24th

2011-12-27T12:13:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : Happy anniversary baba mama !

K

Decorating my room #1

2011-12-27T11:42:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : need to buy more light to lilit di katil, masih nmpk kosong.

Tamagotchi

2011-12-26T16:12:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Yes remember this digital pocket animals ? Dulu along saya lah yang menghasut kami untuk pujuk mama baba beli benda ni tapi sekarang kat mana ntah -..- ok ok sebenar nya gini baba asked me nak apa nnt baba pergi jepun so this thing dengan pantas nya pop out in my head . So yeah this is the only thing i want you to buy for me baba kat sana, please please please !

since baba tak kasik bela hamster kan -..-

Please tell me what to do,

2011-12-24T16:46:00.003+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : yes this post only for you, please understand that i am damn confused ftm and dont act normal about it

K

For crying out loud,

2011-12-23T16:23:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : deep breath kaka, take a really long deep breath.

K

Photostitch : behind the scene

2011-12-19T03:36:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : Had fun doing it !

K

Prayers

2011-12-14T00:40:00.003+08:00

Dear blog,

ya ALLAH, kau berilah petunjuk tauhid taufik

keampunanmu dan kesihatan

kepadaku

engkau kuatkan lah hati dia.. engkau

tabahkan lah hati dia... engkau peliharalah dia... dan

engkau berilah keampunanmu kepada dia ya ALLAH .

Well this is my doa in every prayers i've done. InshaALLAH dimakbulkan. This goes especially to my heartbeats --> Le Family, Unnies and Munchkin. And of course to everyone i know plus saudara islamku .

Ps. : Doa ini diajar oleh nenek yah tercinta :)

K

B1010

2011-12-09T16:04:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

So yeah, dapat jugak bilik tiga orang and yes boooooo to my loker (wardrobe) -..-

Ps. : yes that is my roomate from last sem jue and ekyn and those picture above is only my part of the room

K

Wishlist #2

2011-12-07T22:16:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Wishlist :-
1. Crumpler
2. New phones
3. New lens, battery grip and speelight
4. MNG bootcut jeans
5. Polaroid
6. New lappy
7. Hair grow faster please :/
8. D300s maybe ?
9. My own darkroom
10. Dates with heartbeats !

K

AD1172A

2011-12-07T21:15:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Huzai and Ada was on mc

Hopes and dreams

2011-11-19T20:54:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Here i am posting in my room when actually idk what to say or write. Tomorrow i'll be leaving this room of mine and live for six months in SI where there is no air-conditioner in the room, no water heater, no tv, bad connection, very small wardrobe, sleepless night and very minimal of facilities. But hey i survive the first semester right, maybe it'll not be that bad this semester either eh. Anyway, this semester after dibebel oleh Mama and Baba anddd Apek, there'll be no more fooling around. It is time to get serious, yes. Good luck to me !

Ps. : This mean i'll be on hiatus again (as if anyone read my blog-..-)

K

A little world that is mine.

2011-11-17T23:08:00.001+08:00

Dear Blog,

As they keep asking,

2011-11-17T23:06:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

And this is my answer :)

Ps. :-

Ayeppp Atem.

2011-11-17T21:21:00.001+08:00

Dear Blog,

Click to enlarge

As u can see above is actually a bit of me which posted by this friend of mine :-

He is as we all calls him Ayeppp. His real name MUHAMMAD ARIF BIN MOHAMMADA YATIM. He is somehow like a brother to me, ok sometimes lah. He helped me alot last semester and i am grateful for that, thank you again Yepp :) Anyhow cant wait for him teach me new skills in this upcoming semester teehee .

Ps. : today i started packing for SI *sigh

If only,

2011-11-16T18:26:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Kalau lah kolej dekat SI semua macam ni mmg i have no complains at all ! *sigh Tolong lah tamau dpt bilik 3 org .

Ps. : Tanak balik SI T..T

K

With love.

2011-11-15T21:02:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Today i gotta meet my cookie monster and my twin/terex before i go back to SI . It was a great day :)

Ps. : gosh you'll never know how much i miss my terex.

Whatevah ~

2011-11-11T22:25:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Fyi. : im used to peo calling me sombong, kerek and ya know what, i dont give shit.

My own cookie monster:)

2011-11-11T22:10:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

So this is my cookie monster :)

Fyi. : this is not me declaring you're cute eh lorat, cukup cukup lah perasan -..-

K

Versions of Lonely by 2NE1

2011-11-11T16:58:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Original ver.

Japanese ver.

Acoustic/Live sesion ver.

String ver.

Reggae ver.

Ps. : Love all the version but not so much with the Japanese version tho .

YG In Da Mix.

2011-11-11T16:17:00.001+08:00

Dear Blog,

Truth is i never know that YG ever release a mashup album of 2NE1 and Big Bang. And it sounded OHSOME ! well actually YG never did release it because anyone who does this is unknown and TALENTED .

Fyi : BigBang won EMA and 2NE1 won MTV Iggy :)

K

Hajj Mooobarak

2011-11-08T20:20:00.001+08:00

Dear blog,

Menunggu turn

Bersiap sedia

Ini lembu manyak genius

bogel sudah

Papasu is explaining the rose part in lembu

The making of Pot Rose, Along and adik is the chefs in Pondok.

Tada !

The tupperware fiesta -..-

So thats how i usually celebrates Hajj Mubarak :)

Ps. : isnt Jauhari and Muhammad cute, grrr !

K

Sincerely yours

2011-11-07T21:19:00.004+08:00

Dear vanilla darling,

Ps. : So stop defending those girls saying they're being friendly crap.

Kg. Raja Uda to Kuala Lumpur to Bukit Tinggi

2011-11-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

Dear Blog,

So this is the story based n the photos above, we went outing to KL by KTM, stopped at KL station and went straight to Central Market after awhile we took a cab and went to Times Square and eat Johnny's then we went Pavilion and ate dessert at Baskin Robin then we headed home with monorail then took KTM at KL central and went straight back to KRU then we headed to Baskin Robin at bukit tinggi visited Yaya while waited for Siham's brother to take her home, then me and Echa went back home, Fin.

Fyi : We had fun :)

Kuala Lumpur ; teaser

2011-11-02T21:05:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

Ps. : Tajuk entry nak poyo je -..-

K

November 2011

2011-11-01T04:10:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

Throughout October 2011 i've realised ;-

- I keep falling for Apek
- I was fooling around in my 1st semester
- I miss my Unnies
- I need to read more
- I miss those long never ending conversation with Lala and Tyra
- I sleep too much
- I have somehow an amazing family
- I need to think more
- I need to step up the game and be competitive with my classmates or i'll fall flat
- I need to get out more
- I miss Halijah's and Zafirah's laugh
- I do know that Apek is always there
- I can be too paranoid sometimes
- I need to be more rajin
- I need to learn more
- I know now that my ~~biggest fear~~ is growing up

Ps. : Be nice November, please.

K

Their 1st bed

2011-10-27T19:05:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

Adik bought a bed for them finally and as you can see in the photos above their having sweet dreams. And oh incase you wondering whats the names of these fur balls their are : Kapten, Pirate, Celup, Chipsmore and Blanket :)

Ps. : Pretty comfy eh.

K

Marina Bay

2011-10-25T00:21:00.003+08:00

Dear Blog,

We went to marina bay when i was in Singapore and ate at Beanstro, i leave the photos do the talking ya

Ps. : too sleepy to blog

K

Kourtney Kardashian

2011-10-20T16:43:00.004+08:00

Dear blog,

I fall in love with Kourt's one-oh-one Fashion ! Gahhhhhh ~

Ps. : Mason you've one hot mum !

K

On our 1st anniversary,

2011-10-10T23:07:00.002+08:00

Dear blog ,

Its been a year since Apek made it official on 10th Oct last year .We've been thru a lot eh boo . and here i am posting and still swallowing the fact that its been a year we have this crazy thing . So anyways on our day we went out to Mid/Garden and what we did is eat eat and eat . We try alot of food actlly ok scratch that , muaz did *heh . Oh i wore baju kurung since its one of Apek's wishlist . Our moments we didnt actually capture it tho . Picture of us together is very very the few lahh . It is because i wanted so bad to just spend every second with him sampai terlupa -..- Anyways Happy 1st Anniversary Boo :)

Ps. : ily

K

Lapang .

2011-10-07T01:02:00.002+08:00

Dear blog,

So sorry and again the time is not a good friend of mine . Im back bebehh , back at Pondok Abadi Rindu :) And finished my 1st semester *phew ! So back with nothing to concern about oh wait theres something to concern about ; Our anniversary , along's and apek's upcoming birthday . But no matter , i get it done in time (cross my finger on that) . Anyway after P.lang finished renovated Pondok i never got the chance to decorate my room . So heres some of my idea ;-

Instead of doing this im thinking of just paste it nicely on the wall ;-

Below its exact what im going to do but im going to add some pictures hanging along the wire ;-

Currently im doing the pictures pasting , so just wait for it yeah . heh :)

Ps. : keeping it short for more time talking with apek :)

K

Hello there,

2011-09-17T03:39:00.001+08:00

Dear blog ,

Change the template since blogger is upgraded and deleted my previous template *tch . Its 3 in the morn and im still not sleeping why ? Because im freaking an Art and Design student thats why . This is my routine . As Ekyn said i've become an owl . And my phone is still vibrating , yes Apek . I have a lot to write but i dont know where to start . My life here ? Me and Apek ? Me and Unnies ? Theres so much . Last week i were given a 'history of myself' assignment . Even with an excuse to write everything about me i went blank and end up with only 11 pages -..- Anyway , as i was saying from previous post that i miss blogging . So i will not neglect and keep posting like i used too .

Ps. : Nitey readers and oh Happy Malaysia day

K

Moves like jagger

2011-09-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Here i am posting while listening to Moves like jagger by Maroon 5 , one of my favourite bands . Jue's is doing her assignment and im acting like my work is done when the truth is otherwise and my phone is vibrating >> text from apek obvie . Oh , if you guys are wondering im back again at UiTM Sri Iskandar, Perak . Yes yes , party's over pips . Back to school , chop chop ! Im using the new blogger interface *yawn . My final is around the corner but my notes is incomplete . Why why im not surprised ; gotta suck up to my lecturer to give me their slides so i can read for my final . One month more and my 1st sem is finish , cant wait . My carry mark is nothing to brag about so gotta step up the game to make my pointer ... at least good . No im not aiming for great , good is fine with me since i have two history paper not to mention culture studies plus CTU (agama) -oo- . This afternoon i got a text from Siham saying 'it seems like we're not gonna meet for a long time 'cus this semester break im busy following my father around and going to Bangkok afterwards for about a month before school starts again, seems like KEYS living a separate lives now eh,' sad but well can do nothing about it . So cancel Unnies this semester break , but im surely gonna meet apek . Growing up is an adventure eh .

Ps. : i got the moves like jagger babyhh ~ !

K

In this post .

2011-08-28T21:24:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

I am back . Back as in HOME , Pondok Abadi Rindu *jjyeahh . It feels so good to have a complete Ismalia here at Pondok . Since Along dah balik so it is complete you see . Ya know this year idc about no kampung issue coz as long as i have my loves one with me , im home . So screw it , lets have a blast this raya . ~~And that means gotta get my ass to finish homework fast *sigh .~~ Hey hey its almost a year eh boo ? We connected on 1st raya , last year and now here we are , strong :) I havent meet my unnies , i mean both of them together since Echa is on the same campus as i am ; So yeah somehow yes i miss us doing crazy . Yeah go on smug unnies , nyeeh ~ So tomorrow is the last day of ramadhan , and the next day is RAYA ; Alhamdulillah . Anyhow , have a blast and safe Eid readers and bloggers :)

Ps. : i just miss blogging

While being hiatus

2011-08-19T14:11:00.005+08:00

Dear blog ,

Sorry for hiatus-ing , i have my lappy with me here at UiTM perak . But time is not a good friend to me lately . Only few weeks left and my 1st sem is done . Made some new friends here . Had my ups and downs . Experience the money crisis , no parents around to tell what to do etc . And somehow this new phase is not that bad at all , ftm . But this peo who i miss so dearly :-

And oh , Eid is around the corner . An advanced Happy Eid bloggers and readers :)

Ps. : and hey im already 18 :p

AD 117

2011-06-11T21:01:00.004+08:00

Dear blog ,

I am officially a siswi at UiTM Sri Iskandar , Perak . Naked truth , unbelievable still swallowing the next phase of life , heh . So as usual i list down watev it is , so keep going :-

- Im the only Selangorian in my room , 3 of my roommates is Kelantanians

- Friday no class , yay !

- Even tho my room is small , but my room is closer to DM , Fac etc so overall im satisfied :)

- Duit keluar mcm ayoooo ~

- Going to class is cruciating (you know if you see me going)

- All of my lecturers is young *kening kening :P

- No hustle with the dress code

- Kucing merata rata , rimas ==

- Kalau ada masa free , i choose to sleep drpd makanggg

Well tht's it ftm kott .

Ps. : can u believe it ?

On my visit ; USA

2011-05-26T12:29:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Been long eh ? Yeah been hibernating , heh . So this is what's different here in US than tanah tumpahnya darahku :-

- Friendly : Well they greet us when we enter their store , this happens in every store than i went . And hey even they saw us waiting for elevator they say whats up there buddy ?
- Polite : They dont follow us in store , they'll come to you and ask find everything ok sweetie ? and if you say fine , they'll leave you alone
- Status quo : The places that i went theres no status quo at all .
- Pedestrian rules : Yes , if you want to cross you dont even have to watch if theres a car , you just walk , the cars will stop for you no matter what .
- Honk : Not a single honk .
- Speed : Haha , this is boring if you wanna b a driver here . You have to follow it , here at the campus side its only 2o miles . If not you'll get ticket , and its only two ticket per year .
- Freeway/highway driving : It is rude to drive dekat dekat , it is rude to potong byk kali berturut turut .
- Outlets : things are cheaper in outlets , and here they have alot of it .

Thats it i guess :)

Fyi : This is only my experience from the places ive been , not the entire USA
Ps. : i'll be home this 31st inshaALLAH

K

As we call them the wannabes

2011-05-16T11:37:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Well this is my thought :-

1. Blackberry : whats so good about it ? At Makkah and Madinah mengharam kan any use of this particular phone , why ? Everyone has no privacy that means ANYONE can hack it purposely or un-purposely . And wtf with that face when you have one ? Whats with constantly updating ur status on FB via it , its not like you're the only one who have it .
2. DSLR : Why waste on your money buying one if you dont even know how to use it ? And some dare to say they're photographers just because they have one but dont really know how to use it .
3. Fixies : Its a waste of money buying a bicyles without its tongkat because you're always worry if you leave them even just a sec
4. Jailbreak : Why buy Apple product if you want to jailbreak ? Go buy an android then .
5. Hijabis : Why so proud when u copy bulat bulat ? Pathetic
6. Ray-b : Yawn , hey mine is CD *LOL
7. Perosak bahasa : cket , skunk etc . OMJayy are u freaking homo o just full of crap , guys who falls for that is full of crappp
8. Alcohol, party and sex : It aint cool and hey if you're muslim no need to talk so loud bout how great the party was and really had a nice sex coz you're making a fool of yourself .

Ps. : terasa , haa memang ditujukan pun .
Pss. : yeah i snap

K
Ps . :

Hello there ,

2011-05-04T00:39:00.002+08:00

Dear blog ,

Whats happening ? :-

- Pack , unpack , pack again

- My room is a mess , too lazy to clean it

- Confuse which is which stuffs US or campus ? Might as well bring them altogether

- Im dying to see apek before going but ugh , no money no talk bebehh *sigh

- I have a list what to buy in US , heh

- Hey , its already may ? Im no longer a school kids , wow

- Idk but im not that excite about US

- Alang said im heck am ready to move to another phase of life but im just berat hati

- Sometimes i sit down and thought , i really gonna miss this all of this coz it'll never be the same

- I hate it when he only remember me & remember me well plus disgust by him but i can do nothing bout it

- Yes it'll never be the same again , i gotta swallow it hard

Ps. : 7th may , destination : US , Wisconsin .

MMMK

2011-04-21T17:21:00.004+08:00

Dear blog ,

i wanna tell him and the whole world this :-

1. Everytime u call me cinta , ka moii ; i get gleeful all of sudden

2. Ur smell is addictive

3. I love it when u sniff my hair/head

4. Love when u pull my hand to just hold it or sometimes play it with yours

5. Its cute when u tried to impress me

6. How you just know to make me smile

7. When u're purple i thought please don't give up on us

8. Almost every morning text u sent what i read before i starts my day

9. Ur effort to just hang out with my unnies

10. Happy when u asked me to meet your parents

11. Love when you said that im yours

12. And of course when you say those three words

Ps. : :)

One more step

2011-04-17T18:00:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

What happened at the interview :-

- Some of them came well prepared at some wrong point which is the makeover , the heels etc

- Some parents are too sibuk , its seems like they're going for the interview instead of their children who's already 18

- Some of them didnt even brought anything with them , wow

- Mine drawing is ~~effingg~~ ugly i tell ya

- But they liked my portfolio , score

- Theres alot of Photography candidate , hoping for miracle

- From 830 to 1 pm , no toilet no food T.T

- i wasnt nervous but i wasnt confident also during the interview

- They asked alot of trap questions and i think i did well by not tripping my words

- It ended with thank you from me to the peng-interview , both of them

Ps. : Pleaseeee ~

Overwhelmed

2011-04-13T10:46:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Fuhhhh , everyone's slowing down except me (i guess) :-

1. Pengesahan the sketches , parents birth certificate .

2. Upcoming UiTM interview , score it !

3. Gotta finish tailor class FAST

4. List !

5. Things for US and U (inshaAllah)

6. Sleepover with unnies

7. Shop date with Apek

8 . Promised Sir G to eat together

9. Pass JPJ terbesar FAST

10 . Convince baba to get me a lappy 1st not dlsr

Ps. : i need a good sleep please .

My tale #1

2011-04-05T19:23:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Katak , Kerang dan Gajah berkawan baik . Sangat baik despite their difference . Like everyone does they dreamed of their own prince charming . Katak mengimpikan seorang putera raja untuk menciumnya dan live happily ever after . Then one day while katak was walking thinking bila putera raja nya akan muncul , without noticing it went to ladang lembu . Katak didnt realised kerana hanya ada seekor lembu saja yang sedang memakan rumput di ladang itu . Tanpa disedari mulai hari itu katak keep coming to that place to watch that lembu . Malang nya lembu tidak menyedari katak ini kerana warna badan katak tiada beza dengan rumput yang lembu itu makan setiap hari . By everyday coming watching from afar , sifat ingin tahu katak tentang lembu mula memakan diri nya . So one day katak tough up and said hi and lembu was shocked taught it was a talking grass . But in the end of the day they got to know each other without awkward moment . So from that day they become friends . Tanpa pengetahuan katak , lembu cuba mengorek sejarah hidup katak . Tetapi setelah beberapa lama , lembu felt guilty and told katak about it . Katak got furious and asked lembu why he did that ? Lembu telah menceroboh privasi katak dan katak menanyakan adakah lembu menyukai nya sehingga tahap ingin menceroboh privasi nya . Lembu diam tanpa sebarang jawapan . Katak was thinking of leaving , but lembu said yes it does likes katak . Katak facial expression change from tense to a big smile because its a yes . Its a big YES . And from that moment slowly katak dan lembu keep falling and still falling each other . Screw putera raja i have my lembu katak thought .

to be continue ..

Ps : yes , rojak language !

Rain check !

2011-03-30T22:56:00.005+08:00

Dear blog ,

To do list :-

1. Portfolio ! (before meets Mr. Hamidin)

2. Track down sijils (shoot , where are they ?)

3. Get pengesahan for the sijils from school (better find those sijils fast)

4. Besides the list that mama gave , add for my own needs to the list

5. Need things to be done by the end of april (both US and Campus)

6. Finish tailor class asap

7. Pass JPJ terbesar's (baba) test (yes i've got my P already)

8. Practice sketching (bcoz the interview will include some sketches)

9. Spends some quality time with Unnies and Apek

10. Sleep and chillex

Ps. : UGHH !

Pss. : orang nak tolong sombong , tolak tuah .

Another chapter .

2011-03-24T21:53:00.004+08:00

Dear blog ,

Yehhloww dear followers , readers . Been awhile eh . Everyone is talking about their result and seems like alot of them is disappointed with their result . Well , im not even tho mine is not that great but im satisfied with it . Maybe i've got no expectation at all but i was jumping up and down when mama told my result . No i didnt take my result at school coz my whole family except kakak and baba was sick . So .. mama have her ways . Whats makes me more proud of what i achieved is that everyone is proud of me . See , theres unconditional love for everyone . Whose laughing , i pity you . And whose down ftm hey , a big smile from me to lighten you . And ouh for sir , to you maybe i have disappointed you but i didnt disapointed myself . I am proud , i can brag about it but thts just not me == So now lets think carefully whats the next big step are we taking to create another pattern of our life and move to another phase of life : Tomorrow is not important (the day of result). Whats happening after tomorrow is important - Sir Gurdev . Ouh and how im gonna miss school-hood *sigh .

Ps. : My result ? Ask personally .

2011-03-22T18:00:00.001+08:00

Dear blog ,

Ps. : not for me , i can ~~hold it in~~ .

Asoo RAWR !

2011-03-14T18:57:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Due to bunch of fun i had at PSN :-

Thanks to Ilyani Ismalia

Thanks to Mohd. Fariz

Thanks to Muaz Kamaludin macam kanak kanak hilang katanye ==

Thanks to Auni Ismalia

Thanks to Azim Asyraf

Thanks to Razif Rasul

Ps. : tangkuuuuu ~

Alex goot .

2011-03-13T16:08:00.001+08:00

Dear blog ,

Ps. : He remind me of someone , hmm .

Puhleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee !

2011-03-10T21:15:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

The ~~rumors~~ going around tht they're coming , both of them !! i wanna go baba mama pretty pleaaaasseeeeeeee *puppy eyes

Ps. : Pleaseee !

Heartbeat .

2011-03-08T23:27:00.005+08:00

Dear blog ,

Ps. : missing them badly .

Still KAKA .

2011-03-07T22:21:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Hey yoo there pips , how have been y'll doing eh ? Its been long since the last post , berukband mengamuk , heh . Anyhow , after awhile now i am confident and making a statement to the world that i have change my look , only the look peo , no need to panic (who am i kidding eh ==) so dont give me those startled look when you see me in the future , why ? Coz its annoying . Till then pips .

Ps. : gangsta much :P

Pondok Abadi Rindu .

2011-03-01T01:06:00.006+08:00

Dear blog ,

Picture above showing my new spanking hot room yaww ~ haha , yes its done , come come anytime . Close friends dont be shy to teman kan saya tidur . Ermm , can i ajak my apek teman kan tidur ? Alah boleh lah boleh lah boleh lahhhhhhhhhhh , ok before someone ~~slap~~ me , better stop . Heh , anyway happy march peo :)

Ps. : Big Bang Big Bang !

Random #2

2011-02-21T23:15:00.006+08:00

Dear blog ,

Hello there bloggers , viewers etc . Well actually i have no freaking idea what to post but i am freaking bored . So here goes :-

Random things bout moi :-

1. Kaka Mukhriz is not my real name but i do own it and yes peo do think its my real name .

2. My face will scream to you , lie bout my age but im actually younger than you thought .

3. I have such weird family or is it just me ?

4. I have two Unnies , no they're not my bestfriends , both of them is beyond bestfriends .

5. Yes , i do have boyfiee and my friends know him as Apek because i constantly calls him so .

6. I'm ignorant and impudent , if you bulls too much that means so long sucker .

7. Im not a k-pop maniac but YG -Family maniac to be exact .

8. Im changing my image , you know what im talking bout when you see me in the future .

9. I fake when i need to , it does helps and some peo doesn't notice after so long and yet im still am faking when im around them , hah !

10. Im wordless doesnt mean i don't have anything to say .

11. Yes i found frog is cute but real one they're less . . much less cuter , hmm .

12. Freaking lazy

13. I found peo that have this somewhat aura is more attractive than any good looking peo .

14. I have trust issues : the reasons why i fake , everyone have issues so screw you .

15. No , im not trying to be cool . Never .

16. Weird , yes i get that alot . Nahh , im cool with that .

17. Awkward and pretty much matured as they said .

18. We as in me and my unnies have our own languages and only us understands it .

19. Sarcastic , harsh when having some adult converse .

20. Random

Ps. : its fine if you find this post is boring , in fact the blog overall . . well i dont effing care , blahhh~

Random #1

2011-02-15T23:23:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

It started with ...

Me started singing LOVE by Nat King Cole ..

L is for the way you look at me as i were singing adik joined me halfway through the line . Then i paused so did adik , then ...

O is for theeee ape eh ? then adik laughed . then ahhh ~ , and i continued singing

O is for the only one i see , V is very very extraordinary ......

Paused (kakak continued by humming to the song) and asked everyone what about E ? then baba continued by singing

E is for the excellent of meeeeee ~

and that made us laughed while rolled our eyes . Gosh baba ==

Ps. : if you're curious what about E , its actually E is even more than anyone that you adore .

Pss. : love was made for me and youuuuu ~

Sorijelobaaaaaaa ~

2011-02-14T09:57:00.001+08:00

Dear Blog ,

Anticipatinggggg , can i get a booooo too yeahhhhhh ~ !!!!!!!!!!!

Ps. : gosh , how i miss them !

K

Zoo Negara

2011-02-14T09:13:00.004+08:00

Dear blog ,

Due to yesterday ,

Tx to Echa cunggg
Tx to Muaz Kamaludin , I wanna do it again pretty pleaseee
Tx to Hyzreen Zain
Tx to Abd Walid
Tx to Asyraf Sukor
Tx to Sophia
Tx to Hafiza

Ps. : it was fun , and i am happy , still am . Thank you guys a bunchyyy

K

MMM

2011-02-10T19:02:00.002+08:00

Dear blog ,

Gedik kan , sangat punya kan . Grrrrrrrrrrrrr ~ Dahlah bajet == Torres konon ceh , Apek ta sedar diri *Pfftt

Ps. : mengada habis , grr

Panda genius

2011-02-10T19:01:00.001+08:00

Dear blog ,

Ps. : This is one of the reason i loveeee him heh

From Apek

2011-02-07T23:06:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Heeh , thank youuuuuuuuu ~

Ps. : :)

Another haircut .

2011-02-06T00:20:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

So there you go , again a new haircut from me because i am lazy too take care my hair dahh , lantak lahh .

Ps. : gonna rock it yaww !

Don't ask .

2011-02-04T21:59:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

The story started with texts :

'aku balik nilam ahad nie , woot woot !' Kaka

'aku tido umah kau esok malam !' Echa

'Yes bagus . Buat selalu . Unnie memang patut bertanggungjawab . Aigechi ? Ahhhhhhh ~ !' Kaka

'Moyaa ? ~ =.=' Echa

'Apa apa apa hah ?! Unnie patut paham magnea dia , lagikan yang comel begini tau !' Kaka

'Paigi mam . Aku nak tido' Echa

'Unnie bosan . Ceh . Hmph ! Magnea akan kuburkan diri dalam hati unnie supaya senantiasa teringat kepada magnea comel ini , pahahahahaha' Kaka

Then my phone rings , oh its Echa i thought , then i pushed the green button ,

"Moyaaaaaa ?" said Echa

Laugh histerically what i did , 30 sec later ,

"Yahh , michinya ?" said Echa

Still laughing like a crazy person ,

"Kau gelak kenapa ?" said Echa

"Aku pun tatau kenapa doeeee," said Kaka then laugh again ,

" Kredit aku memang tuk kau gelak je ka," said Echa

Laugh while saying "Ma kasihhhhhh ~" said Kaka

Suddenly Echa join me laughing like crazy too .

"Asal kau gelak macam tuh doe ? Lawak ok," said Kaka while laughing along with Echa

"Kau ta pikir kau punya lahh , " said Echa laugh again

We laugh all the way without any reasons until

"Dahlah , penat aku , kurus aku mcm nie , nak mandi ahhh ," said Kaka

"Arasooo ," said Echa then i hung up , going to the toilet while make a sound with my stomach by hitting them and i thought ,

'Wow , i can be a human drum and be popular'

LMAO

Ps. : today gelak aje macam orang giloooo , hyper semacam ==

K

Badly needed !

2011-02-04T08:47:00.004+08:00

Dear blog ,

That picture above showing Big Bang's wearing their tees and guess what ?! Their selling it (and some more of their clothing) on Uniqlo and im praying wishing they're on sale at M'sia's Uniqlo as well . Please please please i want it so so sooooo bad !!

Ps. : i told ya i LOVE yg's artists :)

:/

2011-02-04T08:29:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Because of this :-

1. Was worried and still am bout Siham in Cairo .

2. Ftm , bad terms with Apek :/

3. Here at Pondok is boring (no tv yet)

4. Envy Lala who just bought her hammies *poutinggg

5. Echa's busy .

i feels somehow uhmm sad and its frustrating , but thank god Lala wont mind temankan tidur and bawak hammies dey so i can play with them .

Ps. : Tx Lala !

FABruaryhhhh

2011-02-01T00:27:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Hello to Feb 2011 ! Ok this is crap plus boring ==

Ps. : Unniesss ahhh ~ !

Soo ..

2011-01-21T21:22:00.003+08:00

Dear blog ,

Yeah , as you bloggers see above , those pics is my two unnies . Top one is Echa who got hospitalize because of H1N1 its been almost one week now . While the bottom one is Siham who is currently at Cairo now studying for 3 months there . So ya knowww without them being healthy or having the same time as me is .. boring . Thank god there's Apek :)

Ps. : get well soon Echa and have fun Siham

VVIP

2011-01-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

Dear blog ,

V's back yawww , can i get a hooyeaaa ~ !

Ps. : gosh , miss him !

Again

2011-01-17T22:56:00.004+08:00

Dear blog ,

This post im just gonna list some crap , HEH .

Wishlist :-

1. Beats by Dr. Dre

2. Crumpler (messenger bag)

3. Polaroid

4. New phones

5. Lappy

6. Digital slr

7. Maybe a Guinea Pig ?

8. Macbeth

9. High top : Supra

10. Heels

11. YG artists

12. Boot cut jeans

13. New lens and contact lens

14. Watch : G-shock

To do list :-

1. Rearrange my biological time

2. Be more helpful (dalam rumah)

3. Aware of surrounding

4. More independent

5. Money-wise

6. Try to be a better servant : Almighty ALLAH

7. Try not to be soo ignorant and impudent

8. Decide what course to take

9. Minimize cemerkap

10. Always on track

Haha , i've been wanting to post both of the list but asyik terlupa == heh ! anyway check out Adik's blog . Touched ouhh . Nanti kan adik , Kak Uda masuk U lagi lah adik rindu kat Kak Uda , HEH !

Ps. : still no news from Siham .

Onwards .

2011-01-15T00:02:00.005+08:00

Dear blog ,

It hit me that from this moment onwards we're going to walk to a totally different path , a total strange world awaits in front . No more holding hands together and walk through anything together anymore , have to endure all the challenge on your own now , time to grow up . So im gonna say few things to my fav peo before things change and its too late to say this words which im gonna say ,

Aisyah Sukor ;-

Babe , who said that i had it with you . Well maybe i did said that but that was an act of a spoiled magnea eh . But no babe , instead i'd realised that it feels so weird sometimes when you're not besides me when i have something to talk crap even tho u don't understand what im trying to say , and when i laugh , you frown but then laugh at my stupidness and weirdness as you said it is . Your loudness sometimes is annoying but heck i don't care , because you'll yell at the person that i hates the most . You might said that i like to condemn peo around me , but babe no , its actually my self defense and you can keep up with it surprisingly . You're one bossy person , you love to boss me around , sometimes you'd get on my nerve because of that , but when someone try to boss me around , you said 'eh , hanya echa cunnggg je ada hak !' pahahahahhaha , that was the moment that i felt soooo magnea . You always confuse , i notice but you wont say it . You doubting your act sometimes , you want the answers but you don't know the solution , you need help but you don't cry for it . You have to keep a strong front but when you break down , you break down . . down low . Sometimes you know the answers but you're afraid to admit it o maybe not satisfied with it . But you're the craziest person that i've ever known babe , haaa !

Nadra Siham ;-

Siham , well well . i hated you at first , seriously . i hated you when you put the face of 'huh , idk' , 'what did i do' etc . i thought of fake fake fake , this girl is fake , because i've come cross with some of those type of peo before plus i sometimes do fake . Heh , but after you apologize and by time we're closer to each other without noticing the fact of it , you are not fake , its just you . Weird , i put up with you and see where are we standing right now eh . Like Echa , you need answers , instead you have hundreds solutions of it but still sometimes you can't find answers . You have the confident of lifetime but when it comes to the person you like the most the confident fall apart , its fun to watch tho , HAHA . Your imagination is SUPERB . You're fun to watch , you're like a cartoon character , yep thats the right word . You make me feels soooo magnea when you pet me , heeee ~ and babe you're the random person that i've ever come cross .

Aisyah Sukor and Nadra Siham :-

We've been thru alot of dramas together gether , peo keeps saying our relationship its just too weird , and peo thought that we wont last long with the amount of drama that we had , but actually those dramas made us stronger than before , i was surprise myself with the fact that we can be this tight .

Diela Rahmat ; -

i always envy how cute you can be sometimes . You have a big dream but you keep pulling yourself down , lacking of confident . Even though you don't watch cartoon etc but your mind sometimes work like a cartoon , a cute one . You don't have the answers and you're too afraid to make the steps to find it . The dramas that you had , the days that you broke down . I was itching wanna comfort you , but i don't know how to . You easily hurt and you're still trying to heal those wounds . i gotta say with all of that you're still the cutest peo that i've meet tho .

Halijah Idris and Nurul Zafirah ;-

You guys are still my bestfriends ! Those days we go thru as a stupid kids . Those fun moments . i just hope we can bring it back tho . No worries , im not forgetting you guys , ever .

and of course my terex , not forgetting Tyra Halim as we call ourselves twins , heh !

So i hope this bond that i have with these peo will just stay the same :)

Ps. : this post is just for girlfriends , no boyfie o family included .

Skype dates

2011-01-14T00:37:00.005+08:00

Dear blog ,

Sekarang nie , everynite webbie dengan Apek , Echa & Siham . Somehow its fun , in a weird way , HAHA . Later peo :)

Ps. : nak letak gmba us bertiga but bahaya sgt lah pulak ==

Piramid .

2011-01-08T20:09:00.004+08:00

Dear blog ,

Today was FUN .

Enough said , and ouh , do take care babe . See you in three months time .

Ps. : you asked for it .

Like a G6

2011-01-07T00:35:00.004+08:00

Dear blog ,

CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW !!!!

Ps. : i passed the test by 46 , phew ~

Pffft !

2011-01-05T17:05:00.002+08:00

Dear blog ,

Yesterday i had my teori test aka undang undang test . It was the first test that was nerve wracking for me . It was so weird because i dont usually get nervous when it comes to test etc . I thought i can pass the test ya know coz everyone said its easy . So after few hours waiting finally i sat there , in front of the computer answering the test and when i clicked the 'tamat sesi' button it shows 'markah lulus 42/50' i was relieved back there thinking i passed it , but at the bottom of the the page its written 'GAGAL' i read again from the top of the page and guess what , i failed the test by 40/50 . I just can't believed the fact that i failed the test i read again then i took a deep breath while the image that came into my head is me crashing and smashing the stupid no emotion computer , then i left the room trying to control my face & emotion . Then Thanuja (yeah i made friend) said to chillex because half of peo who came failed too . Thanks babe thats help (but she passed it tho ==) . Im gonna repeat the test tomorrow and rock it (pleasee ~ !) wish me luck bloggers !

Ps. : i need my L license fast !

So ..

2011-01-03T14:43:00.004+08:00

Dear blog,

Well , im gonna tell you bloggers about what happened yersterday . Woke up at 6.45am and reached the office of the driving school at port klang . I walked in and found some of peo there too , waiting . Then the uncle asked for ic and i waited again like the others . After half an hour the uncle asked us to wait outside . Then the uncle asked us to follow him . We rode in a van . Thank god i brought my pash . After a while we arrived at batu 8 . Then the uncle asked to follow him for registration . We were given a book and at the counter we were given a card . I dont know what the use of it though == then suddenly someone poke me and guess who , Zurish Sofia (yes , i know) somehow i was grateful she was there , at least i have someone to talk to eh . Then they asked us to go to hall 1 . The kpp thingy started at 9 and it was a 5 hours ceramah == they gave us two breaks between it . I met Wendy and Laut on break . It was weird seeing Laut in some unfamiliar place , heh . Finally after 5 boring hours it ended and we headed back to port klang . I was tired because i hit the sack late the day before . After arrived at nilam i was sleeping my ass off then adik woke me up and we went to aeon but we stopped at BR before going to aeon because i was craving for milkshake and met yaya there , wow babe you do look tense . Met Kimie and Ahtiq at aeon as they told me that plkn-ners are going tomorrow . Well farewell to PLKN-ners then :) better stop here eh .

Ps. : the list above is my chores everyday , i've become org gaji di rumah sendiri ==

Brand new year .

2010-12-31T22:38:00.005+08:00

Dear blog ,

So 2010 been . . well full of dramas i tell yah . But theres full of memories , sweet , bitter , both of them . Plus 2010 had been a good teacher to me despite all of the dramas . Here i am saying goodbye to 2010 and welcome 2011 happily . i do hope 2011 will be good to me . i'd acknowledge that 2011 will bring much tougher responsibility etc so i do hope it'll go smoothly . HAPPY 2011 bloggers , have a good one :)

Ps. : Farewell 2010 , here come 2011 !

Today .

2010-12-30T20:17:00.003+08:00

Dear Blog ,

Well today i was supposed to have driving lesson but well , i didn't wake up . So about ten no eleven maybe echa called and asked if wanna hangout . So we went out to aeon wore baju kurung etc just for fun , Echa said if anyone asked just said we from wed , HAHA . So walk walk walk , watched movie . i was thinking going to BR bukit tinggi and just lepak there and have my milkshake as i used to but we were i mean , i was rushing for the ~~curfew~~ == so yeah , we had fun . hee ~

Ps. : Siham , ko tak ckp awal awal ==

Sang Lembu .

2010-12-29T20:03:00.003+08:00

Dear Blog ,

Dum dum dum , let me introduce to all of you bloggers who the hell is the guy up there :-

1. Muhammad Muaz Muizzuddin b. Kamaludin

2. mine

3. as u can see , he's wearing braces

4. mine

5. tinggi (=.=)

6. 20 y/o

7. mengata kan diri nye comot kerana byk tahi lalat :D

8. MINE

9. adik calls him Abg ding ding dong (LOL)

10. pelat huruf s dan h :P

11. rambut dey perang

12. mata sepet

13. muka apek

14. K's

15. loves football (Chelsea)

16. fallen for sang katak (perasan much :P)

17. he's purple (go figure)

18. have collection of shoes

19. bibir tebal

20. has this smile that somehow can melt me :)

so there you go , 20 things about him , somehow im showing him off to the whole world , haha , so what kan :P

P/s : tx to adik KH berbunyi dan amir hakim .

p/s/s : truly sorry .

Dekho .

2010-12-29T17:07:00.003+08:00

"I'll always catch you when you fall,"

Torment by Lauren Kate

Dear Blog ,

its been two days eh since the last post . need to get out from the house before i become some lunatic trap inside the house doing absolutely nothing == thank god my lessons for driving license starts tomorrow . i told ya before , don't plan coz it'll be glitches in the future . haih . i need money to buy some more books to fill my doing nothing time (yeah , i'd read) . pleasee . oh tht remind me , few days back i was cleaning my room and check my books , i'd realize some of them is missing , coz i remember that i lend them to somebody but i cant track who coz theres a bunch of peo did borrow my books , even echa calls my room is a mini library == so if u'd have my books , pretty please return them back kay :)

P/s : this is freaking boring , HUL !

High High

2010-12-26T00:45:00.002+08:00

Dear Blog ,

Well hello there bloggers :) today was tiring . Went to two weds then rush to low yatt to pick up kakak's lappy and lepak-ed at bb . Well i notice something tho , bout the pips there . i just dont get it , they're trying so hard to keep updating themselves by actlly losing their own self , pity isn't it *sigh . Haha , well watev them kan , the point is i need plans to fill up my boring days as lepasan SPM nie . haih .

P/s : purple-er , hul !

Morning Sunshine :)

2010-12-24T07:40:00.003+08:00

Dear Blog ,

A very good morning to all the bloggers who'll read this post , LOL . well , actually i woke up at six , trouble sleeping . maybe i thought theres still school , hah ! Gosh , seriously , im up early . what to do ? what to do ? i don't want to bother apek echa o siham at early hours plus they'll be sleeping their ass off , HAHA . well , go figure kaka ! (==)

p/s : HUL !

No more school-hood .

2010-12-20T19:33:00.004+08:00

Dear Blog ,

So its official that SPM is over . This means , im back ! Weeeee ~ haha , theres alot to catch up ; k-pop etc . fuwahhh , this is somehow exciting tho . haha , watev lahhhh , boleh talk all day plus webbie . weeeeeeeeeee ~ haha , later bloggers , doing the 2NE1tv season 2 marathon :)

P/s : it'll be a loooong holiday eh .

D70

2010-12-18T16:51:00.005+08:00

Dear Blog ,

this is what happenend bila dah buhsan :D

P/s : apa aje kaka nie kan -__-

the best you never had

2010-12-18T16:17:00.004+08:00

Dear Blog ,

ok , im home alone . listening to emily's version of one in a million repeatedly like a retard . i can't wait for my paper to finish this monday , weeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ its been ages im being hiatus kan kan . hahah , macam ade org kisah je -_- . ok , if you have choice to go whether zoo negara and pusat sains negara , which one will u choose eh ? give ur feedback pips . gosh , seriously buhsan ok . siham is currently having a heck of fun dekat thai while echa is somewhere in malaysia having her fun too i guess , me here stuck with these ekonomi books that i really wish to burn it . haiya . ok pips , im gonna annoyed my apek . haha . tada kerja kan :D

p/s : tht kid above will be a handsome guy in the future eh :P

Faith .

2010-12-10T10:38:00.003+08:00

dear blog ,

idk what to post except for the vid and the pic . so enjoy :)

P/s : FTM i just miss k-pop real bad .

B

2010-12-07T16:04:00.004+08:00

Dear blog ,
lets scratch whats paper done shall we : -

1. ~~Bahasa Melayu~~
2. ~~Bahasa Inggeris~~
3. ~~Pendidikan Islam~~
4. ~~Mathematics~~
5. ~~Additional Math~~
6. ~~Science~~
7. ~~Sejarah~~
8. Prinsip Perakaunan
9. Pendidikan Seni Visual
10. Ekonomi Asas

yes , three more papers and done . im done with school etc . and this is what i might get myself busy with after SPM :-

1. Driving license
2. Kelas Menjahit (its a must, perintah Baba G *yawn)
3. Guitar lessons
4. Photography (DIY/Btot)
5. Moving back to Pondok (family gathering , yay)
6. Katil
7. Bc & M.Chic unnies (before they leave)
8. and of course Muaz :)

i post this out of boredom , heh .

P/s : next year cukup umur sudah :P

K

Screw you .

2010-12-05T19:06:00.011+08:00

Dear blog ,

Everything is falling to pieces , but is it according to plan ? no more drama pretty please can .

P/s : don't plan beforehand cos its a waste .